10 November 2003

Story: Potty Mouth

Misc Story.  Sarah's parents are out of town when she gets into trouble at school.  Her brother, Ryan, must take the matter into his own hands and assure that she's appropriately punished.

Potty Mouth
by Breanna Carter

I smoothed my green plaid skirt down as I waited in the Headmaster's office for my brother to pick me up. Naturally, I picked the best time in the world to vandalize the bathrooms in the school. It was the same month that my parents decided to go to Paris. I smirked a bit, glad that I was finally kicked out of this hellhole of a school. At least I'd get to go somewhere else or stay home until Mommy dearest came home and begged the people to take me back. Or bribing rather.

"I don't find anything funny about this, Miss Parker."

I snickered a little. "I do," I muttered under my breath as I met the Headmaster's death glare.

Just as I was about to pop off something really Smartassy, the door swung open and Ryan stormed through the door in his nice outfit, like he was fresh out of a catalog for some private school. I guess he kind of was, since he came to pick me up from Harvard. Stupid rich boys.

He shot me the same glare as Headmaster and I cracked up laughing.

"What on earth do you find funny, Sarah Parker?" Ryan asked me while I choked on my laughter. I said nothing so he just sighed and looked at the Headmaster. "I'm terribly sorry about this..."

The Headmaster nodded. "You will, of course, pay for the damages?"

"Certainly."

The way they were talking made me crack up more. It was so much like the scene from some cheesy movie where the rich kid got arrested and the parent's promised to pay as long as their kid didn't get put in jail. I guess it sort of was like that. The disadvantages of being a rich girl.

Ryan looked back at me for a moment. "We must get going, sir. I'm sorry about this," he added nudging me a little.

I let out a snort. He wanted me to apologize but I wasn't about to do that... "Good luck trying to scrub that penis off your wall!" I said, bursting into giggles again and standing up. Ryan practically pushed me out into the hallway.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" he asked, stopping me and turning towards me.

I couldn't contain my giggles, especially with that look he gave me, acting like he was my father or something.

He smacked me right across the face, causing me to stumble a bit. He grabbed me by my upper arm and dragged me down the hallway. I had finally stopped laughing and I was instead rubbing my face where he had slapped me.

"I can't believe you, vandalizing the school and then laughing about it like it was a show on comedy central," he scolded, still dragging me. We were almost to the car by now, his angry legs walking at a very fast pace. He opened the door to the passenger's side of his car and shoved me in then slammed the door and got in on his side. I was still rubbing my face from that hit and I knew that I probably had a red mark. He was right, it really wasn't that funny anymore. He was pretty pissed off at me.

He drove about 90 down the highway to our house. I feared for my life and it was obvious since I kept ahold of my seat, praying silently to God that we wouldn't crash. Fortuantly, we didn't. Or is that unfortunate? At least if we would have gotten in a wreck Ryan could have saved his breath and not yell at me, which is what I was sure he would do once we got home. That was basically all he could do, right?

Wrong.

He parked the car in our driveway and slammed his car door, then waited for me while I still rubbed my face. I must have been walking too slowly for him because in a matter of seconds he was beside me, his hand on my back, pushing me forward. I stumbled a little bit but didn't fall and we finally made it into the house.

"Sit," he ordered. I did just so. "What the hell were you thinking!" he yelled. "Spray painting the walls, breaking the windows, smoking pot in the bathroom! What the hell was going through your mind, Sarah Parker!"

"Uhh," I stuttered, overwhelmed by his anger. "I dunno.."

"You don't know? Do you see these pictures!" he yelled and shoved them in my face. I didn't know where he got them nor did I ask. It was a picture of black spray paint on the wall with the words "HEADMASTER ALLEN SUCKS..." well you get the picture. There were broken windows and obscene pictures all around and the bathroom was half flooded. I would have complimented myself if Ryan wasn't shaking with anger in front of me. "And this," he said, holding a ziplock bag with a half smoked joint and a package of cigarettes inside. "Do you realize all of this could be evidence used in court against you? You could be fucking arrested and in jail for a few years." I wanted to argue and say that I could get bail. Or family could pay any fine, but he knew what I was thinking. "I wouldn't bail you out. I'd let you stay in there a while, you'd deserve it." I said nothing. "Explain to me why in the world you decided to vandalize the school."

I looked up at him, his dark eyes blazing with anger. I gulped silently. I knew exactly why I had done what I did, to get kicked out of another school. But I didn't realize that was I did was so utterly stupid...

"That's what I figured. You had no good reason to do what you did. There IS no good reason to do this," he said, pointing towards the pictures again. He paced around the room for a minute. I sat there nervously, my leg thumping. I had decided that he would probably do more than just yell at me. Confine me to my room or something. Kick me out of the house. Refuse to feed me for a week. "I'm going to spank you." I blinked. That wasn't what I was expecting.

"But you can't.." I protested.

"Wanna bet?" he asked. "Just watch me." He proceeded to lift me off of the couch. I struggled and tried to protest, but my efforts were futile. He had his mind set on what he was going to do and he was definitely going to do it.

"No," I pleaded. "Ryan, you can't. Please don't. I'm sorry."

"Stop struggling, young lady," he demanded, staring straight into my eyes and causing my heart to sink. "You are getting a spanking and that's final."

"Nooooooooo," I whined, trying to escape but he had a firm grip on my arm. He plopped down on the couch and pulled me over his lap. "Ryannn, stoppppp," I begged.

"Stop struggling!" he demanded as my hands flew to my bottom trying anything to keep this from happening. He moved my hands up but I kept flying them back to my bottom. "SARAH!" he yelled. "Move your hands."

"Nooooo," I whined, keeping my hands where they were. He lifted them up and smacked my bottom hard. SMAAACK!!!!!!! "Owwwww!" I said, struggling and moving my hands back to cover up where my brother had just slapped my rear end.

"You are 16 years old, Young Lady. You know better than to do what you did at school and you're going to get punished for it. Now move your hands."

I didn't move, just kept whining and pleading for him not to do this. I felt him move a little and I looked back to see him loosening his tie and finally taking it off.

"If you won't move your hands," he said, looking at me, "I'll find a way to keep them from your bottom."

This caused me to squirm and wiggle more, trying to get off of his lap and get away, just whining and screaming. His grip was too tight, though, and I didn't move very far. He finally finished taking his tie off and tied it tightly around my wrists where I was unable to block any type of spanking that was being administered. I struggled and whined. "Please, Ryan. Don't do this. I'm sorry. I won't do it again."

"Damn straight you won't do it again," he said, lifting my skirt up. "I'm going to make sure of that." I felt his fingers between the waistband of my panties and my skin and the next thing I knew my panties were being pulled down to my knees.

"NOOOOOOOOO!!!!" I whined, struggling and kicking more than ever at this point.

"Stop it!" he ordered, spanking my bottom as hard as he could causing it to tingle and sting.

"Owwwww," I whined, trying to move my restrained hands.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!!!!

His strong arms slapped my bottom fiercely, alternating between cheeks and sitspots, and finally landing just on my sitspots. He spanked me more and more, harder and faster, a good 50 or so times before I was crying and pleading and begging with all mercy for him to stop.

"I'm sorry!" I screamed through tears.

"Good!" he answered and continued spanking me while I struggled and gasped for air. My struggles finally died down and I sank my head into the couch cushions crying as loudly as I could. He didn't let up, just continued spanking me.

"Are you ever going to vandalize anything again? Or smoke pot? Or act like what you did was no big deal?" Ryan asked, emphasizing each word with a harder smack than before.

"Noooooo," I whined. "I won't. I'm sorryyyyyy."

"Good!" he stated and spanked me again and again, rapidly as I cried and cried, my bottom throbbing like crazy and my head hurting from all the crying. He finally stopped and I wanted to rub my bottom so badly, but my hands were restrained and I couldn't move. He just let me lay there, sobbing loudly while my bottom glowed and ached.

He finally let me up and marched me towards the corner. My bottom ached with each step I took. "Stand there facing the corner and I don't want to see you turn around at all, do you understand me?"

I muttered a "yes" under my breath and stood there, shifting from one foot to another to ease the pain. I stared at the wall and tears still streamed down my face, one after another, falling to the floor. I cried because my bottom hurt and my legs hurt and my head hurt and my stomach hurt from feeling so guilty for letting my older brother down. I wanted just to hug him and tell him how sorry I was and how it wasn't funny and what I did really was bad. I guess that was his intentions for putting me in the corner, because as I stood there with a throbbing backside, that was all I could think about.

Finally I felt him untying the tie and my hands were free. He turned me around and looked down into my eyes. "Sarah, I love you, little sis. I know that you knew what you did was wrong. I don't want to see you getting into trouble like this. What if you had gotten arrested?"

I nodded. "I'm sorry," I blubbered, tears falling once more and falling into his arms, burying my head into his chest.

"Shhhh, I know you are. I know, sis." He rubbed my back and patted it softly. "You need to tell Headmaster Allen that you're sorry, too," he added and I nodded, my heart pounding because I honestly didn't want to tell him. "Maybe you can get back into school."

"But I don't wanna go back," I murmured.

"Why not?"

I shrugged.

"Well, that's not a good reason. If you can find a good reason, I'm sure we can find you a new school for next semester. As for now, you're going to call HeadMaster Allen and apologize, right?"

I looked into his eyes. "Yes, Ryan, I'll call him," I said, hands rubbing my red bottom. My brother let go of me and I tugged my panties up and he walked me towards the kitchen where the phone hung on the wall. The number was right there in front of me, staring at me. My heart still pounded. "I don't wanna call," I whined.

SMAACK!

A sharp smack was landed on my bottom causing me to jump a few feet and cry out in pain. "Okay, okay," I said, dialilng the familiar number.

"Headmaster Allen?" I said when the man picked up on the other line. "I was just calling to apologize for what I did," I said, sniffling after nearly every word. He asked to speak with my brother and I gave him the phone. I didn't want to wait as they talked about me, so I asked for permission to go to my room and lie down for a bit.

I walked to my room wiping the tears out of my eyes the entire way there. I stopped in my bathroom and took a peek at my throbbing and stinging bottom, only to see that it looked as bad as it felt. My face looked pretty bad, too. I wiped my face with a washcloth until all of my makeup was gone and finally landed in my bed, exhausted.

16 October 2003

Story: Skyy Meets Nathan

Part of the Skyy mini series.  When Brian's younger brother, Nathan, joins the crew, Skyy finds herself in trouble again.  The guys weren't too happy when they walked in on the two teenagers getting all touchy-feely with each other.

Skyy Meets Nathan
by Breanna Carter

I was going through attention withdrawals. Does that make sense? Mike wasn't paying a bit of attention to me anymore, but instead he was out flirting with other girls, girls older than me, and Scott was doing about the same. At least I still had Brian to talk to, the shy quiet one. I mean, he and I talked a little, and he was so devoted to his girlfriend, he wouldn't even think about looking at another girl, well, except me, but you know what I mean. Although it was fun to talk to Brian, I still felt lonely, cause Brian just wasn't Mike. He wasn't funloving and didn't hang around me all that much. That's why I was ecstatic when Brian told me that his younger brother was going to hang out with us for a while. We were stopping by Brian's hometown and he had promised Nathan, his brother, that he could hang out with the band and get to ride on the bus and everything.

Now, Nate, he was a couple of years younger than me, and as far as I knew, he could be as immature as some of the kids that I knew who went to the junior high back where I was from. But I was definitely going to give him a chance and hope that he didn't have a girlfriend so he and I could get a little closer than just friends. I kept my fingers crossed that he was a Mike Jr.

The day that I met Nathan, I was really excited. We had been on the bus for a good six hours or so and everyone was getting irritable because they were all hungry. We had basically gotten sick of our stash of pringles and Snickers bars. I was in the mood for a burger, but it seemed to be only me. I think everyone else was just ready to go to sleep without having to worry about falling off of their bed from a sharp turn. I was good though.

We finally stopped at a restuarant where I instantly recognized Nathan. He had the same kind of figure as his brother, the same color hair and definitely the same eyes. He was wearing baggy jeans and a T-shirt that said "EMO kid." I giggled a bit because I thought it was so adorable. He walked slowly towards us, letting out a slight grin. "Hey there, little man," Mike said, playfully punching him.

"Heya," Nate said, grinning the same adorable smile that Brian had. I could tell that he was going to be my type of guy.

Brian gave him a slight hug then introduced us all, me being last, of course. "This is Skyy, Scott's little sis," he said. I shook Nathan's hand, he grinning and me blushing furiously because he was just so darn cute.

We all walked into the restuarant together and ordered our food then talked over dinner. I found out that Nathan was 13, going on 14, he and his mom were getting along great, he passed school with decent grades, and his alltime favorite band was KoRn. I found it easy to be quiet while he was talking, and while everyone else was, I guess mostly cause I finally got that burger I wanted.

That night we stayed at a hotel and I got a room all by myself because I'm special like that. I was excited because it was the first time that I had gotten to stay in a room by myself. Usually I shared a room with Scott, sometimes with him and another guy. But this time he got me my very own room. I picked with him a little, saying that I was going to jump on the bed and listen to my music loudly, and Mike said that it Scott would do it too, cause he always liked to jump on the bed in his underwear. I asked Mike if he jumped on the bed in his underwear, too, and he said that he jumped on the bed naked. I giggled and left it at that.

Nathan and I went down to the pool for a little while just to talk and cause he didn't want to go by himself and nobody else offered.

"I feel like I've been talking all night and you haven't said a word," he told me, taking off his shirt and jumping into the water.

I shrugged. "I guess I don't have much to say," I said, sitting down with my feet in the water. He went under water and came back up, pushing his wet hair out of his eyes.

"Well, I know you're name is Skyy, and you're 15, but uh, that's about all I know. Oh, and you're Scott's little sis."

I blushed. "That's about all there is to me," I said.

"Nahh," he answered, swimming closer to me then going back underwater and blowing some bubbles. He floated on his back for a moment. "You and your brother close?" he asked.

I thought about the incident on the first concert that we went to. If that's what you call close... "Yeah, I guess."

"That's awesome. Me and Brian are kinda close, but you know," he said, shrugging. "Brian's more like my dad, really quiet and reserved, and I'm more like my mom, outgoing and the class clown."

I nodded. "Scott and I are basically the same."

He smiled. "You're pretty," he said suddenly.

I knew I blushed like crazy when he said that. "Uhm, thanks..." I replied, unsure of how to answer such a statement.

It was his turn to blush. "Sorry, that was completely random. I mean, lots of girls think your brother is hott, and I was basically saying that's how you guys were alike..."

I nodded. "Well, you're a cutie yourself." I grinned and so did he. He swam around a little more, finally talking me into swimming around with him. It felt kind of weird, seeing as he was only 13, and I was 15, but I didn't let it bother me too much. He was actually turning into that guy that I hoped he'd be. We swam around, just talking and goofing around until we were kicked out at midnight, when the pool closed. We both wobbled back to our rooms, shivering from going from the warm water to the airconditioned hotel room.

"Goodnight, Skyy," Nate said, staring into my eyes.

I smiled. "Night, Nate."

*****

The next morning I arose happily to the loud banging on my door and Mike's ever so cheerful voice telling me to wake up sleepyhead. I also heard Scott say that he knew they shouldn't have given me a room to myself. That made me smile and want to annoy them more, so I just lay in bed, thinking about Nathan for a few minutes until their banging got on my nerves. I stomped to the door and said, "Jesus, don't you guys know how to keep it down when one's trying to sleep?"

Mike rolled his eyes in a girlish way and opened the door farther, walking past me and bringing Scott with him.

"What the hell are you guys doing?" I asked, irritated.

"We're invading your room, mwahahahaha," Mike said, plopping down on my bed and flipping the tv on.

I glanced at my brother. He just shrugged and sat next to Mike, watching whatever show was on MTV showing half naked girls jumping around. "What's the plan for the day?" I asked.

Mike was too enthralled into the television show to answer me so Scott went for it. "We've got a band practice in a couple of hours. Nathan wants to go, so I figured that you probably did, too."

I blushed.

"I mean, so he wouldn't be alone. Besides, I wasn't too keen on the idea of you staying here alone."

I rolled my eyes. "Awwies, Scottsy, you know I can be alone. I'm a big girl."

Scott grinned. "So that means you're going to go with us?"

I nodded. "Of course. I wouldn't miss out on the chance to see my big brother practicing his guitar with his super cool friends."

"Right..."

We all stared at the tv for a moment until Mike finally decided to get up. "Mmmk, you can get dressed now, Shorty. We'll leave ya alone. See ya at the bus in 30? We're going to eat before practice."

I nodded and practically shoved them out of the room. I took a quick shower then dressed in my favorite pair of pants and one of the band T-shirts then tied my shoes frantically and ran out of the door. The guys all congregated outside of the bus. They must've been waiting for me.

"I'm here!" I shouted.

Mike grinned widely and Nathan tackled me in a hug. "It's the Skyy!" he said, hugging me tightly.

"Yes," I said, nodding then following everyone onto the bus.

We had a fun lunch, Nathan, Mike, and I getting into a bit of a food fight while Brian and Scott just laughed at us. We finally stopped when Francis pointed out that we could get kicked out of the restuarant for that. We looked around and saw some people staring at us and decided to stop. That didn't keep me from tickling Nathan. He was so adorable when he sqeaked and bounced up in his chair. By the end of the meal, Mike and Scott were tickling him, too.

After lunch we drove to the venue. It was approaching 4:00. We parked in the huge parking lot and went inside, Nathan and I sitting down on the floor in front of the stage. We played around for a little while, giggling and poking one another. Finally we settled down and listened to our brother's do what they did best, play music. It was really calming and relaxing and they were so good, it made me proud of my older brother who had worked so hard to accomplish what he was doing.

"Hey," Nathan whispered in my ear, "I'm going to go to the bus for a few minutes. I'll be back in a little while."

I nodded, wanting to follow him, but not really going to since I knew there was a reason he was going by himself or he would have asked me to join him. So I sat there alone for a few minutes, absorbing myself into the music until they stopped and hopped off stage, drinking some water. They all sat around the bar for a little while and I sat against the wall, watching them, bored out of my mind. I finally joined them and they talked to me about how they were going to go to a bar down the street for a little while to kill time before the show and asked if I'd be okay with Nathan and I just kind of shrugged, still hating the fact that I was losing their attention. They told me that they'd be back before too much longer because they all still had to take a shower and everything. I nodded and stalked off to the bus.

When I got inside I came across something that I wasn't intending to see. Yes, I was expecting to see Nathan, but not him going through his brother's stuff, coming out with a few twenty dollar bills. He jumped up, nearly hitting his head on the roof.

"Oh man, Skyy, you scared the shit out of me. I thought you were..."

"What are you doing?" I asked, shutting the door behind me.

"Er," he says, a bit intimidated by my sudden angry appearance. He put the money down and says, "I was just looking..." He crawled back on the bed a little.

"You were taking Brian's money?" I asked, a little shocked myself.

"Er, kinda," he answered. "But I was going to give it all back. Please don't tell him," he begged. He was so adorable I couldn't resist it. I hopped onto the bed next to him.

"You know, taking your brother's money like that is really naughty," I said in a provocative voice.

He grinned. "I know, Skyy. I'm sorry," he said, putting on his best puppy face.

I sighed. "I know, Nathan. Just put the money back, okay?"

He seemed a bit disappointed, but I really wasn't in the mood for any type of playing like that, especially since I had just gotten spanked a few weeks before and that was still fresh in my mind. He said nothing, just put the money back and laid on the bed.

"What'd you want it for anyway?" I asked.

He shrugged. "I don't know. I guess I just wanted it and I figured he had some to spare." He stared at the ceiling and I laid down next to him.

"The guys are all gone to some stupid bar."

He nodded. "Figures," he said. He rolled over and faced me, putting his fingertips to my face. We looked into each other's eyes for a minute. "How far have you gone?" he asked suddenly.

I nearly jumped. "Excuse me?" I said. That wasn't what I was expecting to hear...

He blushed. "Nevermind."

"How far have I gone? Like, with a guy?"

He nodded, face still beat red.

I let out a nervous laugh. "Uhm, well... I dunno..."

There was an uneasy silence and all of a sudden he kissed me. I was a bit surprised at this, too, but I didn't fight. I didn't even fight when he went farther than I wanted, slipping his shirt over his head, and mine too. It all seemed to move in slow motion and I felt a little drunk, but maybe that was because my heart was pounding inside my chest so much that I could barely breathe. He seemed to know what he was doing and I just followed along, not protesting because I felt like it was the thing that I wanted to do, too. That is, until all of my clothes were piled up with his and we lay there together, his arm around me, kissing my forehead gently. We looked into each other's eyes again, wondering if this is what we wanted, and I didn't know if he did, because I didn't know him that well. He began to do some stuff that didn't bother me too much. Actually I kinda liked it. Kinda liked it until I heard the door slam and someone exclaim, "What the FUCK?!?!?!?!"

Nathan and I both jumped a good five feet in the air. I noticed Brian standing near us, the look of utter shock on his face. It would have been funny if it wasn't me, if it was in a movie or something. Both of us blushed and I covered myself up with the sheet. Brian turned around a little so Nathan could grab his boxers and pants and put them back on. I heard him mutter, "oh my God," while he was turned around and I just kind of sat there, not doing much of anything, still scared to death because we were caught. Brian stood breathing, Nathan stood there in only his jeans, and I sat on the bed, sheet wrapped around me. We stayed like that for what seemed like minutes. Finally Brian turned back around. "Nathan, come with me." He looked at me. "Get dressed." I nodded as Nate followed Brian towards the front of the bus, shutting the door behind them. I hurried and put my clothes on, my body shaking all over with fear of what would happen. I put on my socks and shoes last and opened the door, finding myself in the same room as Nate and Brian. Brian was sitting down, head in hands and Nate sat near him, a not-so-frightened look on his face. "I knew you guys got along," Brian began, "but I didn't know that... Oh God." He looked up. "Sit," he commanded and I did as I was told. "You two stay right there and I'll be right back," he ordered, glaring at each of us. We were a good distance apart so I guess he figured that he could trust us for the couple of minutes he was gone.

"Oh man," I said.

"It's okay," Nathan said. "It'll be okay.." I could see him shaking too and I wondered if he was convincing me or himself.

"I'm so embarassed," I muttered, blushing once more.

"Me too." He looked down at his feet and I looked at mine. We sat like that for a while. My heart was thumping harder and harder with each minute that passed. One part of me wished Brian would hurry, the other wanted me to take his time. The anticipation was killing me, but I really didn't want to have to put up with the embarassment again...

We heard the loud footsteps enter the bus again and both looked up. This time it wasn't just Brian, but Scott, too. I couldn't look into his eyes.

"What's going on?" he asked.

Brian looked at me. "Care to explain, Skyy?"

I gulped. "Uh well... no, not really." I knew he was glaring at me before I looked up and saw it. "Well, uh... see... Nate and I were kind of... fooling around," I stammered.

Scott raised his eyebrows. "Fooling around like how?"

"Uhmmmmmm," I looked at Nate, hoping he'd have a better answer than I did. He didn't. He didn't look up from his shoes. "Like... sexually..." I muttered, blushing and looking at my own shoes, not because they were more interesting than the look on Scott's face, but because I didn't want to see the look on Scott's face.

"I walked on the bus and they were laying in the bed, and their clothes were laying beside them," Brian explained.

Scott approached me and lifted my chin with his fingers. I looked at him in the eyes, not wanting to break down and cry in front of Nathan and Brian. "Is that true?" he asked solemnly.

"Yes," I said hoarsely. He let go of my chin and walked away. He paced back and forth, causing my anxiety to increase.

Finally he looked at Brian. "I can only think of one way how to handle this," he said.

Oh man, I thought. I didn't want them to separate Nathan and me.. we had become too close..

Brian nodded. "Nathan, you know what would've happened to me if Mom or Dad would've caught me doing that when I was 13."

"I'm almost 14," he said.

"Even if I was 14, they would've done the same thing."

"But you're not Mom or Dad," he whispered. "I'm sorry."

"I'm not Mom or Dad, but I think that what they would do is what I should do."

Nathan gulped, still staring at his shoes.

Scott nodded. "And I will do the same because I have the feeling that the same would have happened to Skyy if our parents caught her."

I couldn't think of anything put separating us forever. I hated this feeling, my leg was thumping and I was so nervous.

"I'll take Nathan first and you take Skyy first," Scott said. Brian nodded and it was then that it hit me what was about to happen.

"No," I nearly screamed. "Are you going to do what I think you're going to...?"

Scott looked at me with that same stern look on his face. "Yeah, we are," he answered.

"Oh man, no... please..." I blushed again, not wanting this to happen. It was bad enough being spanked in private by my older brother, much less in front of a guy I had a huge crush on by HIS older brother.

"Yes, Skyy. The more you resist, the harder it'll be on you."

I almost started crying again, but had to hold it back. I glanced up at Nathan who was no longer staring at his shoes. He didn't seem as scared as I felt, but sometimes guys have better ways of hiding their true feelings...

"Who's first?" Brian asked.

I looked towards Nathan whom I knew wouldn't have minded, but I decided to speak up. "I will," I said softly.

They nodded. "Okay then, pants down and over my lap."

I blushed again.

"No need to blush," Scott said, "everyone in this room has seen everything before."

That made me blush even more and I stood up to walk towards Brian. I looked at him. He was that same adorable little quiet guy that I had been scared of walking in on my last spanking, and now he was the one spanking me. I didn't like the idea of that. I unbuttoned and unzipped my pants, watching Nathan as he did the same. Finally, I pushed them there and bent over Brian's lap, closing my eyes tightly. There was a little silence, or maybe I just couldn't hear anything because of my pounding heart. I then felt Brian's fingers between tug at my panties and before I knew it they were down to my knees. The slight breeze on my bare bottom caused me to shudder a little. Especially since I knew that it would be a matter of seconds before it was warm and aching. I was so nervous and still embarassed...

SMAACK!!!

The first spank took me very much by surprised and I cried out. When Scott had spanked me the first time, it was over my panties and by the time it was on the bare, I had almost gotten used to the pain that was being inflicted upon me. But with Brian, it began on my barebottom and I had actually forgotten how much it stung.

I made sure that my hands were placed firmly on the floor. I didn't want to take the chance of moving my hands back because it seemed as if Brian knew more of what he was doing than Scott. But I could be wrong.

The next set of smacks were hard and fast, and I lost count after five. I began twitching and moving around, trying to avoid him hitting the same spots over and over, but it didn't help any, just caused him to have a tighter grip on me. I felt so ashamed and embarassed because I knew that my older brother and Nathan were watching me, not to mention that Brian was the one doing the spanking. His spanks got harder and faster and after a while it felt almost unbearable that I just had to cry and I was bawling like a baby, begging and pleading for him to stop, promising that I wouldn't do it again. He gave me three final smacks, causing me to cry out the most then rested his hand on my throbbing bottom. I cried a little longer, trying to regain myself. I was about ten times more embarassed at this point, but finally I stopped crying and Brian instructed me to stand up. I lifted my panties but left my pants on the floor. "Have a seat," he said. I did as I was told, taking my former seat after wobbling painfully over towards the spot. It took much effort to sit down as my bottom stung. I looked towards Scott who was now bidding Nathan to come towards him. I wiped my eyes and sniffled, kind of scared to watch him get spanked, but I knew that was part of our punishment as well.

To be continued...

15 October 2003

Story: First Concert

The first story in the Skyy mini series.  Skyylar is spending the summer with her somewhat over-protective rockstar older brother.  During the first concert, he catches her smoking a cigarette and soon she's promising never to smoke again.

First Concert
by Breanna Carter

I rolled my eyes as my mother kissed me on the forehead. I was really pissed off at her, mostly because she ruined my summer by making me stay with my brother, but I couldn't let her know that I was really excited about it. My brother was a 23 year old rock star, well, not a star yet, but he was getting there, and this summer he was going on tour and that excited me greatly. I could go to every concert in tons of cities, get to travel a lot, and meet tons of cute guys. I was ecstatic. But I couldn't let my mom know that. I had to remind her that she was ruining my summer so she could go on some stupid trip to Australia. Noooo, I couldn't go with her to Australia to ruin my summer, I had to spend all of my time with stupid Scott.

I threw my bag over my shoulder and gave my mom one last grin as I turned around towards my older brother. His brown hair covered his baby blue eyes and he was towering over me, being a good 6 inches taller than I. I looked up at him and he smirked a bit, showing off his dimples that all the girls fell for. I followed him to his car with each of us waving goodbye to our mother. It would be the beginning of a great summer, I knew that, even if I wouldn't admit it.

"So what's the plan?" I ask Scott as he drives me to his small apartment.

"We're leaving first thing tomorrow afternoon to begin the tour."

I loved how it was tomorrow afternoon instead of morning... that was definitely a band full of lazy guys. "Very awesome," I replied. "Where all are we going?"

"Tons of places. You'll love it. It'll be fun."

I nodded. "Even awesomer."

We pulled into the parking lot of his apartment and I lugged my bags inside, sitting them on the couch then plopping down next to them in front of the tv with Scott close by. We sat there nearly all night, glued to the television, with the exception of moving when the pizza we ordered came. He was allowed to order pizza everynight and I envied him for it. I couldn't wait til I got to be a semi-rockstar. It was going to be awesome.

The next afternoon the two of us woke around one by a loud banging on our door.

"Wake up, dammit," the voice said, pounding and pounding.

"Go awayyyyy," I moaned at the familiar voice of Mike, one of the members in Scott's band. He was so sexy though, I didn't mind waking up to him in the morning. I guess that's probably why it was I who answered the door instead of Scott.

So there I was in my pajamas, basically crawling to the door cause I was so sleepy. I opened it and yawned, seeing Mike standing there with his hat on at an angle and a wide grin on his face. "Well hello there, Sleeping Beauty," he said, ruffling my hair and tackling me in a hug, causing me to blush. "Where's your bubba?" He always called Scott that while I was around. Either Bubba or Scottsy Wottsy. Did I mention that Mike was the cutest thing on the planet?

I poked my bottom lip out and pointed towards Scott's room, putting on my best puppy face. "You woked us up."

"Awwies," he said, slamming the door behind him and hugging my head, just my head. I groaned and pushed him a way, grinning a bit and blushing.

"Oh Scottsy Wottsy," Mike called. He walked towards Scott's room then hopped on his bed jumping up and down. "We're going on tour today, Sunshine. You gots to get up."

I chewed on my fingernail as I watched Scott's pitiful attempt to make Mike go away. Finally after he realized it was futile, he rolled over and said, "fine, I'm up."

*****

It was the first concert of the tour and I was ecstatic as hell. I had heard my brother in plenty of concerts before, but I felt so free. "No smoking," he reminded me for the 500th time as we approached the venue, "no drinking, no drugs, no..."

"Stripping, no sex, no fighting. Yeah Scott, I get it by now." I was glad that Mike wasn't around to hear me being lectured like a five year old kid.

"I just worry about you little sister. And be careful in the mosh pits, cause if you get hurt, I'm going to beat somebody up and I don't want to go to jail, k?"

I grinned. "No problem, Scottsy Wottsy."

He rolled his eyes. I had picked up on Mike's nickname for him the day that we left and I wouldn't stop caling him that. He hated it when I did. That's why I still used that name. I knew he didn't like it.

The bus parked and I was nearly tackled with a very enthusiatic Mike. He was bouncing up and down, completely and utterly giddy.

I raised my eyebrows. "You okay?"

"No, he's not," Francis said. Francis was one guy that I didn't know too well cause he was so damn quiet, but when you got him to talk, he was funny as hell. "He needs some fucking ADD medication..."

I smiled. I was sure by this time that everyone in the band knew of my infatuation for the bassist. It didn't bother me any, though. It wasn't like there was anything between us, or there would be for that matter...

The next thing I knew I was being dragged out of the bus by Mike. He had taken it upon himself to jump out dragging Scott and me with him. Scott just laughed a bit, calling Mike every obscenity in the book, but Mike didn't seem to care, he just wanted to run around for a little while. So we did just that. We ran up to the large crowd in front of the venue and said weird things to the people, bad stuff about the band, insulting them for wasting their money, stuff like that. Most of them hadn't the slightest clue that Mike and Scott were actually in the band... I rolled my eyes at them as they left me once again, telling the guy at the door that I was with them, seeing as I had one of their passes and all and the guy couldn't have figured it out himself. I went inside the venue and stood close to the stage, feeling slightly out of place. I didn't know anyone and it was really weird.

I got bored after a while because the only people there had at least one other person with them. I didn't have long to fret over it though, because soon enough, a band came on and started playing. They sucked, but at least it was something that I could mosh to. I felt Scott watching over me, although he wasn't currently present. It was cool though, feeling so protected.

After the first band I met my first friend. "That band sucked," the guy said, wiping the sweat from his face.

I turned around and smiled a bit. "You moshed enough for them to be such a crappy band," I replied.

"That's cause moshing is fun. Why, do you like them?"

I shrugged. "Not really," I said, walking closer towards them. "But I like moshing. I'll mosh to just about anything."

"Awesome. What about crowd surfing?"

"It's the greatest."

He nodded and pulled out a cigarette. "Where you from?" he asked.

"Far away from here. I'm with the band."

"Which one?"

I rolled my eyes. "The best one here."

"Oh!" he exclaimed happily, then kinda breathed out. "You mean, From Autumn To Ashes?"

I nodded and walked a little towards the wall where I could sit down for a minute until the next band came up. "I'm Jesse, by the way," he said, following me.

"Skyy," I said, "like the vodka."

He chuckled a little. "That's an awesome name."

I nodded.

"So how are you with the band."

"My brother is the guitarist."

I had this guy wrapped around my finger already. He was super impressed and asked me all these questions. Personally, I didn't see it as that big of a deal, seeing as my brother's band wasn't that big at all, but you know, he thought it was nifty and all. I didn't mind getting the attention. In fact, I was happy to have someone to talk to.

We talked during the next band and moshed together, and between bands we talked even more, finding ourselves having tons in common. I started getting really nervous about the time I saw Scott appear on stage. I knew how tense he could get during a concert sometimes, and I knew that he was probably shaking like crazy already. He looked up amongst the crowd and I caught his eye for a minute and waved to him. He grinned at me, throwing the rock on sign out into the crowd. I smiled then looked towards Jesse as if saying, "told ya."

The show itself was awesome. I admit that my brother's band is one of my favorite, and I knew all of the words to most of the songs, and if I didn't know the words, it didn't matter because I was moshing, or crowd surfing, or doing something fun. Of course, crowd surfing with Jesse got us both at the back of the crowd, and that irritated the hell out of me. During the last song I turned to him. "Hey, can I bum a smoke?" I asked, wanting to go ahead and give it a try. I figured since I was at the back, Scott couldn't see me, and I might not have the chance again for a while. I wasn't the type to randomly walk up to people and ask for a smoke. Jesse let out a mischevious grin as if he knew that just earlier my brother had given me a lecture about not smoking. Besides, it wasn't like Scott would do anything... just bitch at me, and he bitched at me enough as it was, so I wasn't worried about it.

He got his package out of his back pocket and flipped a cigarette out for me and handed me his lighter. My hands were a bit shakey and I wondered why I had this bright idea to smoke all of the sudden, but it was too late to pussy out of it now, so I went ahead and lit it and inhaled, feeling the smoke fill my lungs. I wanted to cough and throw up. I had seen pictures of what smoke did to your lungs, and I wasn't too keen on the idea of my lungs looking like that. Yet somehow, I took it upon myself to smoke anyway.

So I stood there in the crowd, puffing on my cigarette and listening to their last song, one of my favorites. I swayed with the beat and sang along in my head. Jesse looked over and grinned at me. "I gotta go," he yelled over the music while looking at his watch. "I'll catch ya later?"

I wanted to tell him that I wouldn't catch him later, but he left too quickly. I turned back around as Scott was finishing off his last chord and staring right at me. I panicked. My heart skipped a couple of beats and I quickly threw the cigarette down and stomped on it, putting my hands in my pocket and coughing a bit. The crowd roared with applause and people started filing out. The only thing I saw was my older brother hop off stage and walk directly towards me. My legs were frozen as I stood there, guilt spreading throughout my body. I could not move, just watch as he approached me.

I stared up into his hurt blue eyes as he grabbed my upper arm and practically dragged me out of the room. We walked like that through the building until we arrived to the bus. "Get in," he ordered in a stern voice that I had never heard him use before. I opened the door and walked in then sat down. "What the hell do you think you were doing? I specifically said, no smoking, more times than you wanted to hear, and what the hell were you just doing?" He glared at me, raging in anger.

"Erm," I stuttered, not being able to look him in the eyes. "I'm sorry, Scott... I just.."

"You just nothing!" he shouted. "I told you over and over and you still disobeyed me!"

My heart pounded inside my chest. "I'm sorry... I won't do it again."

"But you did it the first time. AFTER I told you not to, might I add.."

"I know, I know, you told me not to. But, I learned my lesson and..."

"I don't think you did, Skyy. While you're with me, you're my responsibility, and I can't let this slide."

I sighed. I didn't want to know what came next. There were only a couple of ways that he could punish me, and as they ran through my head I didn't like the way they sounded the least bit.

There was a bit of silence until he finally lifted my chin up, forcing me to look into his eyes. "Skyylar," he said sternly, "I don't want you smoking... you don't know what that shit does to you. Well, I'm sure you do... look at what happened to Grandpa... and I don't want that happening to you, okay?"

I nodded.

"I'm going to spank you," he said finally.

I didn't take it as badly as I thought I would. I should have seen it coming. I remembered how my dad used to tell us that he'd blister our bottoms if he ever caught us smoking, and somehow, I knew it would be the same for Scott. I let a tear slip from my eyes and just nodded sullenly, knowing that it's what I had coming for me.

"Scott," I muttered, "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to hurt you..." I still felt so guilty by the look that he was giving me... my stomach was twisted into knots.

"I know, hon," he said. "Stand up."

I did as ordered and stood up, my legs shaking frantically underneath me. I could only remember being spanked a few times, and each time I honestly deserved it, but it had been a while since it happened, a good 10 years or so, seeing as probably the last time was as a five year old when I stole some candy from Wal-Mart. I'm sure that's something that all kids have tried and not gotten away with. I was one of those unfortuante ones who did get caught. My father took me home afterwards and spanked me over my panties about ten times until I was bawling and pleading for him to stop. That was the strongest memory I had. Mostly, if I got spanked, it was just a smack or two. I imagined Scott's to be more like my father's. But back when I was five, I was so young and fragile, this time it wouldn't hurt as badly, and just the embarassment would be enough to let him know that I'd never do it again.

He sat down on the bed where I was previously seated. "Pants down," he said softly.

I gulped. "Do I have to..?" I begged.

"You think you could actually feel anything if you left your pants up?"

That was a no. I unbuttoned my jeans and unzipped them, letting them slide to the ground where they laid and I glanced back at my older brother. I gave him another pleading look. I really didn't want this, and I would be so embarassed if Mike or somebody walked onto the bus while this was happening. Well, it wasn't Mike I was so worried about, since he's such a people person and he was probably around talking to everyone and signing tons of autographs, but it was Brian. Brian was always the quiet shy one, and when he had the free moment he would be calling his girlfriend. Which meant he would probably be boarding the bus at anytime...

"...lap?"

I realized he was talking to me. "Huh?"

"Are you going to get over my lap so we can get this over with?"

I nodded, blushing a bit. I felt so dumb, standing there in front of my older brother in a T-shirt and panties, waiting to be spanked like I was five years old again.

I wasn't sure how to position myself so I kind of just walked closer and moved towards the bed, finally falling into the right position. I was practically laying on the bed with my bottom sticking slightly in the air from where Scott was seated.

"Skyy, I'm really disappointed in you," he said, the disappointment apparent in his voice. "You knew not to do it and you did anyway. I'm not going to go into details, because you know what you did was wrong."

I nodded as best as I could, my body quivering with fear.

SMACK!!!

The first smack landed hard and quick on my panty clad bottom, causing me to jump. I hadn't expected it to hurt that much. "Ow!" I whined, moving my hand towards my rear where it still stung a bit.

"Move your hand," he commanded.

I moved them in front of me and decided to prop myself up so I wouldn't be tempted to reach back again.

He landed three more sharp smacks on my bottom, causing me to wince with each one. I was hoping that this wouldn't last too much longer.

"I'm sorry," I whined again, feeling completely and utterly stupid, and getting more embarassed by the second.

"Not as sorry as you'll be when I'm finished."

I didn't like the sound of that.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!

"Owwwwwww," I whined, kicking my legs a bit and not liking this very much. "Scott, that hurts."

"It's supossed to," he said, smacking my bottom four more times.

I squirmed a bit but he kept a firm grip on me.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!!

"Owwwiee." I felt like a two year old. Especially when he pulled down my panties, the only thin layer protecting my bare skin from his hand. "Noooooooooooo," I whined as he began to tug them down. I put up a huge fight, kicking and squirming and trying to move my hands to block it from happening, but my only response was ten more hard smacked and him scolding me to be still.

I began to cry out, "please," I begged. "I've had enough."

"I've just started," he answered, followed by a couple of dozen smacks on my bare skin, hard and fast. My bottom was so tender and it wasn't used to all of this.

I begged and pleaded with him to stop, but I hadn't been broken yet, and he knew it. He had never spanked me before, but somehow he knew my breaking point...

"You haven't had enough yet," he responded.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!

"Owwwwww," I cried out, tears being brought to my eyes, but I was so determined not to cry...

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!

So much for that determination. By this time I had stopped pleading and all I could do was cry and mutter apologies about how sorry I was that I hurt him, that I let him down, that I wasn't a good sister. My bottom hurt and for some reason I felt like I wouldn't be able to sit comfortably for a few days. "I'm sorry..." I muttered one final time as he spanked me twice on each cheek then sat me up in his lap. I shifted because I was so uncomfortable and my bottom ached.

"You are a good sister," he said, cradling me in his arms. "It's all over now. I'm finished. It's going to be okay. Shhhh, lil sis, Scottsy Wottsy wuvs yew." He grinned a little and even I let out a slight laugh, although the tears still streamed down my face. He rocked me back and forth as I regained my composure. "You'll never smoke again, will you?"

"No," I answered.

"Good girl." He patted me on the head and stood me up, allowing me to pull my pants and panties back up. He gave me a final hug. "I'm going to go do some autographs and stuff..." he said, trailing off.

"I'll stay here for a little while," I answered, knowing that I wouldn't want to see Mike in the condition I was in.

He nodded and walked off of the bus. I wobbled off towards the bathroom and washed my face with a washcloth, my eyes all red and puffy from crying so much. At least I didn't feel guilty anymore. One thing though, curiousity. I wanted so much to see what my bottom looked like, as do most freshly spanked kids. I unbuttoned my jeans and tugged them and my panties down and took a peek at my glowing bottom. I winced a bit, noticing that I probably indeed wouldn't be able to sit for a while because when Dad said blistering my bottom, Scott took that to heart. I pulled my pants back up and wiped my face one final time then hopped out of the bus, not being able to wait until I found Scott, knowing that I had to thank him.

07 October 2003

Story: Patrick

Misc Story.  Michelle hits her mother and feels what a real punishment is like when her brother find out.

Patrick
by Breanna Carter

Michelle and her mother stood toe to toe in the hallway of their small house, arguing. It was nothing new, lately Michelle had begun to think she knew everything. That was one thing about 14 year olds, they ALWAYS thought they knew everything, and Michelle was no exception.

"So what if I waited until the last minute to do my paper!" she screamed. "It's not like it matters! As long as it gets done!"

"Don't you raise your voice to me young lady!"

"I can raise my voice to you if I want to!"

In an instant her mother slapped her across the face. Michelle gasped, definitely surprised by her mother's actions. Surprised and angry. In return she slapped her mother right back.

There was silence for a moment and Michelle felt her heart flutter. She had never hit her mother before, but she knew that the look in her mom's eyes wasn't a very good one.

"I- I'm sorry.." she stammered, hoping to get herself out of being grounded.

"NO!" her mother yelled, dragging Michelle by the wrist towards her room where she grabbed a belt from her closet. "Get over there!" she ordered.

Michelle's eyes widened. Since her father died, Mom had let things slide, and she hadn't been spanked in such a long time. "But Mom.." she pleaded. "I'm 14! I'm too old to be spanked!"

"GET OVER THERE!" Mom ordered again and Michelle finally complied, walking towards her mom and turning around.

Slap.

Her mother's belt hit her backside, leaving no trace of punishment whatsoever.

Slap.

It hit her again but Michelle was bawling like a baby, ashamed at herself and embarassed as hell.

Slap.

She still cried, although she felt no pain. The fabric of her jeans and her mother's lack of swing allowed her to feel absolutely nothing. Finally her mother cried and left the room, sitting herself at the kitchen table to smoke a cigarette.

Michelle wiped her eyes. It was after midnight and she had to finish her paper for English class, but she really didn't want to. Especially after the incident that just happened. She was still blushing furiously and decided to take a detour straight to her room instead of passing through the kitchen where her mom was seated. She looked through her papers and slicked something together that sounded halfway decent and fell into a dreamless sleep without telling her mom goodnight.

Her mother sat inside the kitchen, propping her head up with her hands. She finally heard Michelle go to sleep and dialed up the number of her son, Patirck, Michelle's older brother. It seemed as if lately she had been turning to him for advice, although he was only in college and 20 years old. He always seemed to see things that she didn't, always had the perfect answers to her questions. She felt like such a horrible mom, first for hitting her daughter and second for calling up her son for advice. Especially so late in the night... She thought about hanging up, but the voice answered too quickly.

"Hello?" Patrick answered, somewhat stunned.

"Hey Patrick, honey," Mom said, smiling into the receiver.

"Oh, hey Mom. Everything okay?"

"Yeah... I just called about... well nevermind. Is everything okay?"

"What is it, Mom? What happened? Is it Michelle again?" Patrick knew his younger sister took pride in pissing their mom off.

"Well, yeah.." she answered softly, wanting to change the subject but not being able to. "She was popping off to me earlier so I slapped her then she hit me back." Patrick gave a slight groan. "So I took her to my room and slapped her with the belt a few times... I feel so bad..."

"Wait... you spanked her?"

"Yeah.. kind of... not too hard but.."

"Was it over her pants?"

"Well... yes.."

"How many times?"

"Three... but.."

"It's okay, Mom. You're an awesome Mom. Look, I'll deal with Michelle tomorrow after school, okay?"

She nodded. "Patrick are you sure that.."

"I'm sure, Mom. Go to sleep and stop being so hard on yourself."

Mom nodded and explained to her son how much she loved him then hung up the phone and went to sleep.

The next afternoon Michelle came home to find Patrick sitting on the couch.

"Oh, heya Patrick. How's it going?"

"Not so well," he answered. "Last night Mom called me... said that you slapped her?"

"Oh... yeah.. I did. But you can skip the lecture, she already spanked me.." Michelle blushed a little.

"Spanked you? Three slaps over your jeans? Come on, Michelle, you've got to be kidding me. If Dad would have been around you would have gotten thirty slaps on the barebottom with his belt. I doubt you even felt Mom's!"

Michelle gulped a little. Patrick had a good way of knowing what was going on for not being there.

"Yeah, that's what I thought. Come on," he said, grabbing her by the upper arm.

"What are you doing!?" she squeeled.

"I'm doing what should have been done years ago when you started acting like you owned the place."

"What?!?"

"I'm going to spank you."

Michelle fought with her brother but he had a firm grip on her. He finally dragged her to the bathroom and slammed the door behind them.

"Pants down, hands on the counter," he ordered. It was his first time to ever deliver a spanking, but he had been spanked enough to know what to do.

"I'm not doing that! You must be crazy!" she yelled.

"If you don't do that I say, I will make it 35 whacks instead of 30."

Michelle froze dead in her tracks. "Patrick.. you can't..."

"I can and I am. The longer you stall, the more likely that I'm going to extend your spanking..."

Michelle decided the threat was enough and finally unbuttoned her jeans and unzipped them, allowing them to fall to the floor. She turned around and nervously put her hands flat on the counter.

"You will never hit your mother again, Michelle, do you understand?"

"Yes," she murmured.

Patrick slipped his belt through the loops and folded it over and held it in his right hand. He looked at Michelle's panty-clad bottom. She was shivering. He finally decided that the panties must be lowered, just like their dad would have done. He proceeded to move towards her and lower them, much to her protest.

"NOOOOOO!" she yelled. She turned around and kept her panties in place. He towered over her.

"Michelle, turn around and stop fighting or you will make it worse on yourself."

"You're not Dad," she spat out.

Patrick was taken aback and blinked for a minute. "It doesn't matter. I'm still spanking you on your barebottom whether you like it or not. Now turn around and stop fighting!"

Michelle stomped her foot and folded her arms defiantly, determined not to move.

Fed up, Patrick whirled his sister around and gave her a sharp smack with the belt over her panties.

"OWWWWWWW!!!!!" she whined, hopping up and down and rubbing the sting away.

"That's only one out of 35 more I'm going to give you, so you better turn around and put your hands back on the counter or I'll make it 40."

Afraid, Michelle complied and put her hands back on top of the counter and stuck her bottom out. The mere sight of this amused Patrick, the way his sister stuck her butt out like that, the way that she clenched her eyes shut. He knew that his sister couldn't remember the last time that she was well-spanked and he was determined to let this time sink in.

Once again he moved towards her and tugged at her panties, this time without anything but a whine coming from her. Her pale bottom was exposed with a small pink tracing of where the belt had slapped her. This was definitely nothing compared to what he was about to give her. He raised the belt high and crashed it down directly under the first marking, causing a squeel to come from his sister and another red mark to form. He crashed it down again and again, and after those three times, his sister was screaming loudly and moving and pleading for him to stop.

"Patrickkk!!!! I'm sorryyyy!" she whined.

Patrick paid no attention just brought it down onto the red bottom, not pleased with its color yet. He knew that he would not give her 35 spanks, knew that she would lose count after the first five from so much pain. He just knew that the threat would scare her enough to comply.

CRRAACCKKK!!!!!

He cracked the belt down on her bottom with all of his strength, causing Michelle to jump up and her hands to fly to her bottom. Patrick moved her hands away. "Back on the counter unless you want 40!" he said sternly. She quickly returned them to the counter.

CRRACCCKKKK!!!!!!!!!

He let another one land with all of his strength right on her sitspot, so the lesson would sink in better. It always sunk in better when the punished one wasn't able to sit well for a day or so. He landed two more on her sitspots and then three more above them, and then two more on the sit spots and continued in that pattern until she finished bobbing up and down and hung her head, crying like a baby. He dropped his belt on the floor and gathered her into his arms.

"Shhhh, Michelle... it's okay, just don't ever hit Mom again. And be good. She loves you a lot and is trying her hardest. Just give her a little credit."

Michelle nodded as her sobs died down. "I'm sorry, Patrick. I'll be a good girl," she promised and hugged him tightly. She left the bathroom and gave her mom a big hug and kiss when she arrived home and apologized for what she did. Mom glanced at Patrick but he only smiled, intending to keep this a secret if that's what Michelle wanted.

06 September 2003

Story: Practice Makes Perfect

First story in the Practice Makes Perfect mini series.  Amy's new music instructor (also her classmate) has an interesting strategy to help her remember to practice.

Practice Makes Perfect
by Breanna Carter

At the end of my freshman year, I was granted permission to be in the advanced orchestra the next year under the condition that I practiced hard over the summer and got private lessons. Well, I did half of what I agreed to. I practiced every night, literally, until the tips of my fingers were numb and I couldn’t press down on the strings anymore. I mean, what else did I have to do? I learned all these tricky rhythms. After all, it was nifty for a sophomore to be in the advanced orchestra, since most of the people in there were juniors and seniors who had played their instruments their entire lives.

The year began before I knew it and I was filled with anxiety and excitement about the new year. That was the year that my teacher decided to do a new thing. She told us that we were going to buddy up, preferrably juniors and seniors would be paired with the lowerclassmen, but since there weren’t very many of us, it wouldn’t be so possible. She told us that the person we would be paired with would kind of like a guide. They would let us know what we needed to practice and help us out with some tricky stuff. She paired us in the order of chairs we were in. There were 6 people in my section. I was fourth chair, which I was very pleased about. I was paired with the guy who sat in the first chair, our section leader. His name was Jeremy and he was a senior that grinned a lot and wore baggy jeans and T-shirts and had semi-long hair that fell down to his nose. It seemed as if everybody in the orchestra knew him well from his great sense of humor and awesome personality. Apparently, I was lucky to be paired with him. My friends told me so themselves.

Thus, the year began.

The beginning was easy. We practiced on the music to try out for allstate and played a couple of songs that weren’t too hard. It wasn’t until after allstate tryouts that I started having trouble playing. I wanted to cry sometimes because I couldn’t play the music. Whenever Jeremy and I were in the practice rooms as once a week we were assigned to, I felt bad because he played so well and I couldn’t do it. But he was always nice about it. He never insulted me, just showed me how to play it, told me where my fingers went, and played it over and over to drill the sound in my head.

“I can’t do it,” I whined one particular day.

“Sure you can. Look, just take it slowly.” He played the measures slowly then invited me to do with him, but it was futile. I couldn’t do it. We worked and worked and worked on that song until I felt the light of inspiration on me. He grinned widely and I was so happy that I finally got the song down that I jumped up and down for a moment and then we played the whole song, and I only messed up once or twice! It was so nifty. “Told ya that you could do it,” he said, punching me playfully and looking at his watch. “Holy shit!” he muttered.

“What?” I said.

“It’s 4:15. We must’ve missed the bell ring. How come nobody told us!” he said, immediately putting his instrument in his case while I stood there in utter shock.

“It’s 4:15?” I asked, my heart racing inside of me. Orchestra was the last class of the day and it was over at 3:30 and I caught the bus and... “But that means that I missed my bus..” I stammered.

He closed his case. “Missed your bus? Oh yeah. Forgot you were a sophomore,” he said, smacking himself on the head.

I, on the other hand was panicking. “How am I going to get home!” I muttered, wanting to throw my own instrument down on the ground and watch it smash into pieces.

“Hey hey now, it’s okay, little one,” he said, patting my head. “Where do you live?”

I pointed. “That way.”

“That tells me a lot.” He took my instrument from me and placed it in its case then said, “I’ll give you a ride home if you promise me that you’ll practice the other song and have it perfected by next week.”

“But I can’t..”

“Fine, you can walk.”

I gave him an evil look. “Fine, fine. I’ll practice. It’ll be perfect. You don’t mind giving me a ride?” I said, the excitement welling up inside of me. The only thing I could think was that this hott senior guy was giving me a ride home!

“No, it’s no problem. As long as you don’t live too far away.”

“I don’t,” I said, explaining to him where my neighborhood was.

“Oh, that’s awesome,” he said. “That’s by where I live.” He handed me my case then opened the door for me leading me out of the practice room and through the small hallway, then the classroom, and finally the outside hallway where our lockers were. I shoved my instrument into the locker and slammed the door shut. He then lead me outside into the bright sunlight where only a few students still mingled around outside. He stopped and talked to a few of them, introducing me as his “sophomore buddy” and then we approached a blue car. My mouth dropped. It was a really nice car. I didn’t know what kind it was, didn’t really care. He unlocked the doors with his automatic control thingy and I hopped inside and sat down on the tan leather. I oooed to myself as he cranked the engine and the loud music blared in my ears.

“Sorry,” he said. “I jammed on the way to school.” He turned it down a little and I noticed that it was a band I liked a lot. We didn’t talk much of the ride. Every now and then he’d make sure he was going the right way, ask me about my classes, and once he asked me if I took private lessons.

“No,” I replied.

“Why not? With a little of those, you could be great!” he said.

I shrugged. “I don’t want to, I guess.”

“Why not?”

I rolled my eyes. “I dunno. I don’t have the money, or the time..” but both of us knew I was just making up excuses. “Besides, the last teacher I had was bitchy.”

“Ahhh,” he said, nodding.

“That’s the house,” I said, pointing.

“Well hey,” he said, pulling into the driveway, “I’d be happy to give you some lessons, and it’s fine with me if you don’t pay me. I mean, you know, it’d be more logical seeing as I don’t have a degree in teaching. But maybe you could do that and next year you’ll be first chair?”

I smiled. “Maybe,” I said, bringing myself back to reality.

“Just think about it.”

I nodded and got out of the car.

“See ya later!” he said.

“Bye.”

The entire night I thought about what Jeremy had said. I mean, honestly, he and I didn’t know each other that well, and it was kind of strange being taught private lessons by someone who was only two years older than me. But he was really good at what he did, and maybe he could help me a little. I decided if he brought it up I’d go for it, and silently prayed that night that he’d bring it up.

And sure enough he did. We decided on a day that would be good for both of us and we stayed after school to work on the music that we’d gotten. And I improved tremendously. Not only did Jeremy recognize it, but so did my teacher. And the rest of the people in my section. The cool part was that midterms were coming up and with the beginning of a new semester comes new seating arrangements, and if I kept up the good work I was sure to make first or second chair, according to Jeremy. I didn’t see how I could manage to make first chair seeing as Jeremy was my teacher, but it didn’t matter. The thought of being second chair and sitting right next to him all the time was a very nice thought. My crush on him was growing more and more as the days passed...

“You gotta practice it, Amy. First stand is tough competition...”

“I know I know,” I said, having heard this lecture three or four times already. “I’ll practice. I’ve just been busy lately.” Right, if busy meant lazy. I hadn’t felt like practicing. I felt like watching tv for hours. I hadn’t even done my homework..

“Okay. Look. Tomorrow, I want this to be more together than it is now, okay? We’re going to have a lesson.”

I nodded. Yay! Another lesson! More time with Jeremy!

We went through the song two more times until Jeremy was too irritated with my lack of practice to go any further. He took me home, as always, and I promised that I’d practice hard and make him proud the next day. He smiled the most adorable smile and said I better then we left it at that.

The problem was, I didn’t practice much that night. I practice enough to get the first half sounding good, but the rest sounded terrible. I didn’t have it in me. I didn’t really care what chair I was anymore.

But Jeremy did.

That day in orchestra he told me that we’d have to go by his house to have the lesson that evening because the practice rooms were being used up. Apparently, one day out of the week the band students had private lessons in those rooms. It just happened to be that it was that night. I told Jeremy that I didn’t mind extending the date to a later time, but he said no, that it would be fine to have it at his house. It didn’t bother me that much. I didn’t want to argue, cause I really wanted to spend the evening with him, and at his house, that meant I could stay later if it called for it.

Oh, and it did call for it.

We walked through the hallway traffic and stopped next to some of his friends who knew me as “sophomore” or “sophy” for short. They talked for a little while, every now and then acknowledging my presence. I was shy enough as it was, but putting me around seniors made me even more shy. Some of his friends complimented on that, saying that seniors shouldn’t be spoken to by underclassmen unless they are spoken to first. We finally made it through the mass of people and ended up in front of his car. We spoke to each other the entire way to his house, and even sang along to some music. I was feeling more and more comfortable around him.

We pulled into the driveway of a small townhouse. He explained to me that he lived there with his brother who wasn’t there often because he had to work so much. He told me that his brother was a nurse at one of the hospitals in town and was going to start his training to be a doctor once he had the money. He could afford a much nicer house, but he was saving up. Jeremy was kicked out of the house by his dad at the beginning of the school year because of some personal issues concerning religion that Jeremy would rather have not talked about. But he lived with his brother now in the cozy townhouse, and his brother wouldn’t let him work but made sure that instead he finished up high school in good standings so he could get a scholarship. And Jeremy was doing just that.

I walked inside and Jeremy fixed us both a Coke and then he kind of showed me around, although there wasn’t much to see. The living room was small, and the kitchen was smaller, in a room next to the kitchen was a bigger room that was Jeremy’s. His room was filled with posters and it wasn’t exactly in the neatest condition, but it would do. There was a spiral staircase next to Jeremy’s room in the living room that led upstairs to another bedroom that was his brother’s.

“And that’s that,” he said, grinning and telling me to have a seat. I sat myself on the couch in front of a tv and he brought a chair into the middle of the room and sat a stand in front of me. “Just let me hear you, and then we’ll work on finding out where to sit.”

A nervous pit began to form in my stomach. I honestly didn’t want him to be angry at me... But I figured maybe the bit of practice I had gotten from class earlier that day would make it sound better.

I was wrong. I messed up the entire rhythm and played so many wrong notes. By the end of my playing Jeremy had a calm look on his face, but I knew that he was really disappointed inside.

“I thought...” he began.

I nodded.

“I thought you were going to practice this last night?”

“I did,” I defended.

He raised his eyebrows. “And it sounds like that? That wasn’t much better than what you played for me yesterday.”

I shrugged. “I guess that uhm, it didn’t help to practice.”

“Bullshit,” he said. “I guess you didn’t practice enough.”

“Maybe not,” I shrugged.

“Look, I’m trying to help YOU out by these lessons, Amy. I’m not doing this for entertainment or putting you down.”

I nodded.

“You promised you were going to practice.”

“I know. I’m sorry.”

“You were sorry last time you didn’t practice.” He paused for a moment. “Obviously you haven’t learned your lesson.”

“No, please Jeremy. I have. I really have. Don’t stop giving me lessons... please.”

“Oh, I’m not going to stop giving you lessons. But I’m going to teach you one that you’ll never forget,” he said, standing from the chair and moving the stand back. “Stand up.” I did as told, anxious. He sat down on the couch where I had previously been, right in the middle. “Pull your pants down.”

I blinked. “Huh?”

“Pull your pants down.”

“...Why?”

“I told you. I’m going to teach you a lesson that you won’t forget.”

I blinked again and stood there for a moment. I was snapped out of it whenever I saw the angry look on his face and decided to comply, still not aware of what exactly he was going to do. I unbuttoned my pants and unzipped them, then kind of stood there and stared at him for a moment.

“Fine, that’ll do,” he said, grabbing my left arm and pulling me over his lap. He pulled my pants down to my knees. It was then that the realization hit me.

“Wait, you’re not going to...?” my voice trailed off. He was going to spank me? I hadn’t been spanked since I was a kid! And I didn’t even remember it!

I felt his thumbs on the wasteband of my panties and felt them slide down my legs to where my jeans were.

“Nooooo!” I nearly screamed. “Jeremy... look... I...”

“Stop it, Amy. You promised me that you would practice and you broke that promise and now’s your time to pay for it. Now stop whining like a 5 year old.”

I gulped, swallowing my pleas.

He placed his hand down on my tingling bottom. “This isn’t the first time I’ve warned you on practicing.”

I nodded.

“I’m very disappointed in you.”

My bottom was still tingling, even as he lifted his hand and I felt the breeze for a split second then his hand smacked my bottom and I screamed because I wasn’t expecting it to sting so much.

“Owwwwwwwww!”

“Not so loud,” he said, the anger seemed to have gone from his voice. And for a minute, I thought he was finished. I was wrong.

SMAACK!!!

I whined again, not as loud as the last time. He didn’t give me a chance to breathe this time, but instead kept on spanking me rapidly. I heard him saying something to me but I couldn’t make out what it was because I was embarassed and in pain all at the same time. I never knew how much spankings could hurt, but I said nothing more than ouch or ow. After a while his smacks died down and my bottom felt like it was on fire. Finally he stopped and rested his hand on my still tingling, but now with warmth, bottom.

“I’m sorry,” I blubbered.

“Me too,” he said, rubbing my bottom slightly. I lay there regaining my composure for a few minutes. “Okay... here’s the deal. First, you play the notes without worrying about rhythm. For every note you miss, you earn yourself one smack. Then, you play the rhythm correctly without worrying the notes and for every mistake, one smack. Then we’ll do each over until you’ve done it perfectly then we’ll try them both together. I’ll give you your punishment after you’ve done both playing the notes and playing the rhythm each time.”

I nodded, actually kind of liking the idea. It was a comfortable position over his lap like this.

He stood me back up and I hurridly pulled my pants and underwear back up. I played the piece, still messing up from my nervousness, but making up for it whenever I did my rhythm. I had earned myself 50 more smacks. I asked if I could try again, and just compile them together and Jeremy said that was fine and I tried to breathe and steady my shaking hands. I sat on my still stinging bottom and tried again, this time earning 60 smacks. He stood up and walked towards me, then told me to sit my instrument down on his chair, and then he sat down in my spot. Once again I lowered my pants and he took down my panties and he proceeded to spank me 110 times as I tried to count in my head. I lost count after 20, beginning to kick and squirm being warned periodically to stop or he’d add more.

“Owwwwww!” I whined, trying not to let any tears fall from my eyes. “I’m sorryyyyy. I won’t mess up. Ow. Ow!”

I heard him say something but my mind was concentrating on the pain and wondering if it was close to being over.

Finally he ended with a loud and hardest SMACK! and let me up. I wasn’t in as much of a hurry to cover myself this time as my bottom stung greatly.

“Pull them up and sit down, Amy,” Jeremy commanded. “I want you to feel how much it stings whenever you sit down and think about that next time you neglect to practice.” I did as I was told and winced a bit at the pain I felt.

The next time I did a little better, making only 42 mistakes. I asked if we could make it only 40, so it could be a round number, and he said no, that 50 would be more appropriate. I shut up after that.

We repeated the procedure, my bottom still ablaze from the two previous spankings. This one was short and quick compared to the other two, but my bottom stung like crazy whenever I sat back down on it.

The next time I only earned myself 17 smacks, and how I managed that I have no idea. He emphasized on me how proud he was that I was improving and that if this had to be something we did every lesson than he’d sure do it. I protested by saying, “no that’s okay,” but he only grinned and turned me back over his knee to administer the spanking.

The next time went better and since I only made 5 mistakes he told me that we could skip that spanking and go onto the next round where I tried to see if I could get both the rhythm and the notes right. I tried my damndest, and messed up so badly that I looked at him with pleading eyes.

“See what happens whenever you don’t practice?”

“I-I’m sorry,” I muttered, not wanting to let these tears fall from my eyes. My bottom still stung like crazy and I had let him down so much.

He nodded. “You’ve done well today,” he said. “I didn’t count the number of mistakes you made the last time you played, but it was a good many and you know that. I think that I should send you home with a little reminder of what will happen next week if you aren’t prepared.”

He was going to go on and say more, but I nodded silently.

“Good girl,” he said and I stood up, already accustomed to this. I let my jeans fall to the floor then positioned myself over his lap and clenched my eyes tightly together as he lowered my panties and I could feel the gentle breeze once again. And as like the other times, I was unable to feel the breeze for too long because before I knew it, his large hand came pounding down on my tiny bottom and I squirmed and kicked and he kept spanking and spanking and before too long I began crying like a baby over his lap, too worn out to kick anymore and too ashamed to do anything other than cry. He finished up with two not so hard smacks then let me lie limply over him crying. I felt his hand lying on my warm bottom and he rubbed it to soothe me and get the sting out for me. I reached back to feel the warmth out of instinct.

“Shhhh, shhhh. Amy, it’s okay, honey,” he said, still rubbing my stinging backside.

I nodded softly while I sobbed into the couch cushions. We stayed like that for a few minutes until he said, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have spanked you so much.”

“No,” I argued. “It’s okay. I deserved it.”

He didn’t seem convinced but in a few minutes I was picking myself up and he was hugging me tightly. I excused myself to the bathroom where I washed my face off then did something I had been wanting to do since the first time that evening he had spanked me. I tugged my pants and panties down and stared at my glowing red bottom. I felt the warmth for a minute then blushed and pulled my pants back up. I washed my face once more then limped outside. Jeremy hugged me tightly again and handed me my instrument that was already in its case then took me home.

“We’ll do the same thing next lesson,” I said, waving goodbye to him. Before he had the time to argue, I opened the door to my house and disappeared inside with a grin on my face.

04 September 2003

Story: Drag Race

Misc Story.  Ashley and her friend go to a party, get drunk, then decide to participate in a drag race.

Drag Race
by Breanna Carter

I was ecstatic. Not only was I visiting my old city that I used to live in, but I was also allowed to hang out with some friends who were throwing a smashing party. Of course, Kevin didn’t know about the smashing party. But he had indeed agreed to let me hang out with my friend, Hannah. I was so ecstatic that it only took me about 15 minutes to get ready and run out of the hotel room waving goodbye to the guys that were already like my family. Here I was, 15 years old, not a worry in the world. My parents had died and I was an orphan for a while, that is, until I met Kevin and he said he wanted to take me in. Which was probably the best moment of my life. So he adopted me, and I hung out with him and his best friends, the guys he was in a band with. Those were the best days of my life, going on tour with them, just hanging out and being one big family. I enjoyed having a family for once.

Anyway, as I was saying, I skipped out of the hotel and nearly ran straight into Hannah. “Oh my God!” she exclaimed, tackling me in a hug.

“No, not quite, but close enough,” I smirked.

“I haven’t seen you in forever!” she exclaimed as she hugged me tighter.

“I know, I know. Loosen up, will ya? You’re going to suffocate me before we even leave the building.”

She blushed a little bit but let go. “I’m so happy to see you again, Ash. Are you ready for the party tonight?”

“You know it,” I said, grinning. She half-dragged me out of the very expensive hotel lobby, as the lady at the front desk told us goodbye and we grinned telling her bye as well.

“This hotel is grand,” Hannah said, jamming the key into her ignition.

“It’s cool having a rich guardian.”

“I bet.” I grinned widely as we drove into the sunset, arriving at Brett’s house before we knew it. “We’re here,” Hannah said. She smiled and opened her car door and I followed her inside the cozy house. I was hit by loud music, some kind of death metal stuff that I didn’t really listen to, or like for that matter. Brett met us at the entranceway.

“Ah, well hello,” he said extending his hand towards us. He wore super baggy jeans and a T shirt that had a weird Satanic picture on it and a band’s name that I had never heard of, but he was definitely very sexy. I shook his hand and blushed furiously cause he was so freakin’ hott.

“Brett, this is my friend, Ashley.”

“Heya, Ashley.”

“Hi,” I said, blushing a little more. We made our way inside the house. It wasn’t nothing compared to the house I lived in, but it was comfortable. Not too big, not too small, plenty of people were inside, most of them just talking, a few smoking, nearly everyone drinking. I declined every drink that was offered to me, not too keen on the idea of getting drunk off my ass and being dragged home.

The party was still going full blast whenever Hannah came up to me next to a few other super hott guys. “Hey,” one of them said, slipping an arm around my waiste.

“Hi,” I said shyly.

“Hey, Ash,” Hannah said, “we’re going to go down to the parkway, where they have all the drag races and stuff. Wanna come with us? We’re coming back by here later, so if you wanna stay, you can.”

I grinned. Me? Decline on an offer to hang out with sexy guys and my best friends? Hah, yeah right. “Hell yeah I wanna go,” I said, even though I was having a good time talking with some old friends and meeting new ones.

Hannah just smiled and the guy whose hand was around my waiste led me out of the door and outside where the music wasn’t as loud. “I’m Chase, by the way,” he said.

“Oh, yeah. I’m Ashley.”

I piled up in Hannah’s car with Chase and one of his friends, and the other guys, two of them, and another girl piled up in another car. We blared music the entire way there, good stuff this time, and talked loudly over it, but basically just sang along, Hannah and me being the only sober people in there.

Whenever we got to the parkway, I didn’t even know that’s where we were. I don’t know what I was expecting. Drag racing was illegal, it wasn’t like they were going to have checkered flags and a starting line and people sitting in stands rooting for their favorite car. And of course, nothing like this was there. In fact, it really just looked like people sitting down on the river front, talking and having a good time.

We hopped out of Hannah’s car. “We’re here?” I asked, looking around at the empty highway in front of me, and the people sitting on the grass gazing at two cars that were on the highway, a yellow one and a blue one. I didn’t know, nor care, what type of cars they were. Finally they sped by me, the yellow one in the front, the blue one trailing until it was almost the end, a few miles down the highway. There were yells and screams from the crowd and some other people who were closer by the riverfront began cheering too.

“Hannahhhhh,” a drunken voice said then fell onto Hannah in a hug.

“Hey, baby,” she said, patting the boy on the head. “How are ya?”

“Drunk,” he replied then stood up and grinned. “How are you?”

“I’m great. Guys,” she called to the group of people as we walked towards them, “this is my friend Ashley. I know some of you remember her...”

“Ashleyyyyyyy,” the drunk boy said then fell onto me in a hug.

“Uhm, hi,” I said nervously. I was about to say something, but was interrupted by voices approaching us.

“My car can kick your ass, dude.”

“No way, man, my car definitely is better.”

“Nope.”

“Yep.”

They stopped instantly as they arrived to us. “John says that he can beat me. Wanna take bets on it?”

Everyone started an instant chatter, looking around at the cars and telling which ones would win. Everyone put five dollars down on their choice of car, and some people put ten down. I, on the other hand, just stood there and watched.

“Have a drink?” the drunk boy said, shoving a sprite in my hand. It was against my better judgement, but I figured, what the hell. Hannah is the designated driver, I might as well. So I gratefully accepted the drink and took a huge gulp, which was the first mistake, seeing as it wasn’t sprite at all.

“Jesus Christ, what is this shit?”

“Smirnoff,” he smirked. “Yummy?”

I took another sip then grinned, pleased with myself. “Very yummy.”

I watched as the next two cars lined up and sped down the highway, the guy whose name was John actually winning, though most of the people betted against him. He seemed pleased with himself and so did his fans.

“... don’t you race, Hannah?” John asked.

“Why WOULD I race?”

“She knows her car wouldn’t do worth a shit,” someone says.

“Sure it would,” Hannah defended. “I just don’t feel like racing, that’s all.”

The guy shrugged. “Whatever.”

She kind of blushed a little and looked at me for some moral support. I drank the last sip of my drink and then said, “I’ll do it. That is, if Hannah doesn’t mind...”

Hannah smiled a bit, and blushed some more, obviously debating in her head on whether or not to let me drive her car. After all, I was underage, I only had a learner’s permit. I could probably have used some more practice, but it was better than those guys hassling her about it. Besides, I’m sure her car could race perfectly fine. I knew Hannah wouldn’t race it, though, cause she’d be a nervous wreck. She had always been like that.

“I’ll race you then,” the jerk guy who had said that Hannah was too chicken said.

I looked back at Hannah. “Fine,” she said, loudly. “She’ll beat you, too. Cause my car kicks ass!”

I giggled a bit and she threw me the keys. I started up the car, backed out carefully, looking at the crowd that was already cheering me on. Frankly, more people liked me than that annoying guy.

I sat at the starting line for a minute, next to him until he started counting down.

3... 2... 1....

We sped off. I was in the lead. I was winning. He got in front of me for a minute, but then fell back behind as I was flooring the gas. 80, 90, 100, 105, 110, 115.....

The next thing I noticed was the flashing lights behind me. My speed had increased to 120 and I looked beside me to see that nothing was there. I looked in the rearview mirror once more, and the asshole’s car was out of shit. My body began shaking like crazy and I slowed down, the lights still flashing behind me. Finally I pulled over and took a deep breath in. I had almost made it to the finish line...

“License and registration, please,” the officer said in a very unamused voice.

“Er, officer..” I said, fumbling through my head to make up an excuse. “I...”

“Hand me your license and registration.”

I looked through the glovebox trying to find the registration. I had no idea what the registration even looked like. “Uhmm... is this it?” I asked, handing up a sheet of paper.”

“Ma’am, is this your car?”

“Uhmmm, no sir,” I stuttered.

“Whose is it?”

“My friend's.”

“Where is your license?”

I searched through my wallet that was in my back pocket and found my learner’s permit then handed it to him. He peeked at me from over the permit.

“I need you to step out of the car.”

“I... um... please, sir...”

“Now,” he ordered.

Scared half to death, I complied, stepping outside of the car and meeting him face to face. He was a good 4 inches taller than me, and a bit chubby.

“Where is your friend?” he asked in the same stern voice.

“Uhmmm, back there,” I said, pointing to the group of people where I saw more sirens.

“Very well. Come with me.” I followed him to the car where we stood for a moment, he talking to someone on his walkie talkie and scribbling down stuff on a pad. I was almost to tears being so scared... but maybe they’d let me off easy. “... minor driving a --” he broke off and looked at me. “Have you been drinking?” he asked, sniffing the air.

“Erm..” I muttered. “I had a little..” I said, deciding that the truth would be better in this case. A breathalizer test would insure that I had indeed been drinking, and I’d get into more trouble that way.

Before he could say more, another police car arrived behind him and a woman stepped out. She couldn’t have been older than 30, long blonde hair pulled back in a ponytail.

The male officer finished his sentence, describing the car to the other person and the woman said, “okay, hands on the car, legs apart.”

I shuttered a little bit as I remembered movies where people had been molested after an officer told them that. Once again, though, I complied, hoping that it would help me get off a bit easier. The woman padded me down, searching in my pockets and things then took my right hand and cuffed it, then took my left hand and cuffed it, too, and just like that, I was unable to move my arms at all. She opened the male officer’s back seat and halfway pushed me inside then slammed the door in my face. The noise from outside faded, but I could still hear the nervous ringing in my ears. My heart was still pounding inside my chest and I couldn’t do anything but sit there and refrain from crying. I had been arrested... Kevin wouldn’t be very pleased if he had to find out. But maybe they were just going to take me to the hotel and I wouldn’t have to tell him.

I saw the woman officer drive back past me, the drunk guy and the asshole in her backseat, both muttering insanely. A pit of guilt settled in my stomach, making me want to cry more. But before I had the chance, the front door opened and the officer chunked his notepad inside and plopped himself down in front of the steering wheel.

“Miss Ashley. 15 years old, drag racing and under the influence of alcohol. Were you actually trying to kill yourself?”

I said nothing. I felt bad enough as it was, I didn’t need this guy to make me feel worse.

He slammed his door shut and drove off, leaving Hannah’s car on the side of the road. “What’re we going to do about my friend’s car?”

“She’s getting the keys back, as she wasn’t drinking or racing.”

I nodded, relieved that she wasn’t in trouble. The officer didn’t speak to me the entire way there. Instead, we listened to the constant chatter of policemen on the walkie talkies, having rather interesting conversations I might say. If I hadn’t have been in so much trouble, they would have been indeed very amusing.

We arrived to the juvenile detention center at 12:30 in the morning. The officer opened my back door for me and escorted me inside, finally uncuffing me and such. I ended up in front of a desk where I was fingerprinted and photographed. “I need you to call your parent or guardian,” the monotone lady said then handed me a phone. My hands shook nervously as I dialed Kevin’s cell phone number, praying that he wouldn’t answer...

“Hello?” she sleepy voice answered. I noticed that it wasn’t Kevin, but Brian, his friend, instead.

“Hey, Brian,” I tried to say, sounding all cheerful.

“Hey,” he said, still half asleep.

“Is Kevin there?”

“Nope, sure isn’t. He downtown with the other guys.”

“Ohhh,” I said, then figured that since Brian was over 21, he might as well come and pick me up himself. “Well, think you can come pick me up?”

“Sure thing, kid. Where are ya?” I could hear his voice getting less sleepy and heard him get off of the bed.

“At the juvenile detention center place,” I said, yawning as if it was nothing at all.

“What?!?!?”

“Uhmmm,” I mumbled.

“What the hell happened?”

“I uh, kinda got into some trouble. Can you pick me up?”

“I’ll be there in a few minutes.” The phone clicked in my ear and I handed the woman her phone back then sat down on the chair in front of her desk. I waited for what seemed like two seconds until Brian appeared behind me, hair messed up, eyes raging with anger.

“Hello,” the woman said, standing up and shaking his hand.

Brian nodded a hello and sat down next to me.

“Ashley’s gotten into a bit of trouble. Driving without a license, under the influence of alcohol, speeding...”

Brian glared at me, but I just gave a half smile back.

“Due to her cooperation and age, and the fact that she isn’t even a residence of this county, we decided to let her off with a warning, this time.”

I sighed heavily. Ahh, relief.

“I do not want to see this again, though,” she said, looking at me. “What you did was very dangerous. You could have killed yourself or someone else.”

I nodded.

“Don’t worry,” Brian said, “it won’t happen again.”

The woman smiled. “I’m sure it won’t.” She stood as if dismissing us so we did, too, then she shook our hands and Brian led me out of the door. He said nothing to me, didn’t seemed angry at all, though his clouded eyes showed me that he was still pretty upset.

I didn’t speak to him the entire way there, even after we pulled into the hotel parking lot and walked to the elevators. We finally arrived to our floor and he led me to his room where he unlocked the door and halfway pushed me in.

“What?” I said, referring to the fact that he was still pissed at me. “Come on, Bri, it wasn’t that big of a deal... I just wanna go to my room and get some sleep.”

“Sit,” he ordered, pointing to the bed, blocking the doorway so I could not get out.

I sighed loudly and plopped myself down on his untidy bed. “What?” I muttered.

“What in the hell do you think you were doing?!” he asked in a sudden yell.

“Uhmmm,” I said, trying to think of a good excuse in my head. “I was just driving for a little while... besides...”

“Besides nothing. You don’t have your license yet and you were going 120. 120!”

“That’s not... too... fast.”

“Not too fast? And you were drinking? What the hell were you thinking?”

“Uhmmmm, I was thinking that it would be fun...”

“Fun? Would it be fun if you ended up in a ditch and nobody knew where you were cause we all thought you were going to your friend’s house? Would it be fun whenever you killed someone, or even yourself? I don’t see any fun in this...”

“I didn’t know I would get caught..”

“Is that all your sorry for? Getting caught?”

“Well, I wish I hadn’t been...”

“You’re 15 years old! You can’t go ruining your life by drinking and driving. You’ll end up dead before you graduate.”

I ignored him and looked off at the wall, that wasn’t very interesting, but more interesting than looking at Brian who was still furious with me. “Can’t believe you, Ashley.” He stopped speaking, suddenly, then said, “okay, I’m going to punish you for this.”

“Que?” I said, Spanish for ‘what?’

“I’m going to punish you. I’ll punish you and whenever you tell Kev, I’ll tell him that I took care of it, but I don’ t know what time he’s coming home tonight and I’m not going to just wait, especially with the attitude that you’re having.”

“What attitude!” I spat out.

“That one,” he said, voice almost calm.

“This is stupid!” I screamed. “I didn’t hurt anyone, didn’t get arrested, I’m not in jail, you should just get over it!”

“Thank God that none of that happened. But it could have and..”

I sighed loudly then stood up. “No,” I said, looking him straight in the eyes. “I’m going to my room now where I can sit on my own bed and have a little bit of fucking peace!” I turned around and tried to storm out of the room, but Brian caught my arm.

“Don’t you use that tone with me and walk off while I’m talking to you!” he said. I tried to jerk away from his grip but he pulled me closer to him.

“Let me go!” I screamed.

Surprisingly, he let go. “I won’t have this, Ashley. If you’ll just do what I tell you, it’ll be much easier and...”

“Much easier my ass,” I said, trying to push past him again, but he stood right in front of me. I don’t know what I was thinking... but something inside me told me to... and I pushed him, hard. It didn’t hurt him any, couldn’t have. He barely moved back, but he moved back enough to give me a little space and get closer to the door. He grabbed my arm again and I kicked him in the shin. That did it all.

He gripped me tighter than he had before and dragged me over to the bed where he sat down. “Young lady, you will NOT push me or kick me ever again!” he said, still holding me with his right hand and moving towards my pants with his left.

“What the hell are you doing?” I said in almost a whisper, already knowing what he was about to do...

“And you will not use that type of language with me either. You are acting very childish, Ashley. And you need to stop.” His left hand landed on the button of my pants and he unbuttoned them.

“No!” I said, trying to pull away again. That didn’t stop him any, he just kept at what he was doing and soon enough, my pants fell to the floor and i stood in front of one of my best friends in only my t-shirt and panties, trying to wiggle free from his grip.

“Stop it,” he said sternly. The next thing he did was totally unexpected... he yanked me over his lap and pulled my panties down to my knees.

“What are you doing? You can’t do this! I’m 15! That’s too old!” I protested, having never been spanked before in my life.

“If you really were 15, you would act like it!” he said then landed a sharp smack in the center of my bottom.

“Owwwwww!” I whined. It hurt way much more than I had every thought it would...

He gave me five hard smacks on my right cheek, not even giving me time to breathe between each one. “Ow!” I exclaimed after every smack. Then he landed five more on my left cheek, causing me to yelp in pain.

“Owwwwwwww,” I whined, louder now. “Stopppppp,” I said, kicking my legs again.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!!

“Ashley, you know better than to drive without your license.”

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!!

“And you know better than to drink.”

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!!

“And you know better than to drag race like that.”

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!!

“And you will NEVER hit me like that again, understand me?”

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!!

“Owwwwwww,” I still whined after each smack, now begging him as I felt my bottom getting warmer and warmer...

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!!

He lay his hand down on my bottom for a moment, giving me a bit of a break. It hurt like crazy, but I wasn’t going to cry. I couldn’t do that...

He stood me up and allowed me to pull my pants and panties back up. “You’ll stay in here until Kevin gets back,” he ordered, and from the previous experience I decided not to tell him what I was thinking but instead I huffed loudly and folded my arms.

I debated in my mind on whether or not to sit down on the bed. My bottom still stung like crazy, and whenever I had tried to rub the sting out, to no avail cause it still stung like crazy, I felt how hot my bottom was, and knew for sure that it would probably hurt more whenever I sat down. I had never been spanked before... and believe me, it hurt way more than I had always thought it would.

Of course, I didn’t have to debate long on whether or not to sit down, because moments later I heard a knock out the door and Brian walked over to get it. “Ah, hello...”

“Hey,” I heard the familiar voice say. I got my hopes up, seeing that it was Kevin, and knew he would see my side of this... “Have you heard from Ashley?”

“Actually...” Brian said, then turned around to face me, “she’s here. We have something we need to discuss with you.”

I knew that Kevin now wore a look of confusion as Brian led him into the room. He saw me standing there, still rubbing my bottom absentmindedly, and said, “what happened?”

Brian sat down on the bed next to me and Kevin just stood there, towering over me. The difference in our heighth was definitely noticable now...

I looked at Brian and he looked back at me. Obviously, he wanted me to explain it. “He hit me!” I spat out, the anger in my body catching up with me.

“What?” Kevin asked, voice full of confusion.

“He hit me!” I shouted again. “He was mad and he just started hitting me and it isn’t fair!”

“Why did he hit you?”

I didn’t say anything, just held back my anger.

“Well?”

“Cause I asked him to come pick me up, and he was mad. So he hit me!”

Kevin glanced at Brian, knowing that I wasn’t telling the entire story. “Young lady,” Kevin said in a threatening voice, “tell me exactly what happened and no messing around,” he warned. The tone of his voice told me that he wasn’t on my side.

“I was just having some fun and we got picked up by the cops and I called and you weren’t home and Brian decided he’d hit me instead.”

“Having fun doing what?” he asked.

I couldn’t answer this. The pit in my stomach had now moved to my throat and I was truly feeling bad about what I had done, or most likely, about getting caught. I couldn’t speak or I’d cry... I’d break down and cry like a baby. And I couldn’t let Brian see that he had won.

“Ashley, what were you doing?” Kevin repeated.

But I still did not answer. He looked over to Brian who had not spoken at all.

“What was she doing?”

Brian looked at me and seeing that I wasn’t planning on saying it any time soon he said, “she was racing some kid in someone else’s car while she was drunk.”

“I wasn’t drunk!” I defended.

“And she called me and I had to pick her up from the police station. But luckily the let her go with a warning because she complied so well. But I would have never known, the way she acted with me...”

Kevin raised his eyebrows, urging Brian to continue. “And how would that be?”

“Like she was 5 instead of 15. Throwing tantrums, exclaiming that she did nothing wrong. Using profanity and shoving me out of the way whenever I told her that I was going to take care of her.”

Kevin nodded. “This true?” he asked me.

I didn’t answer.

“Obviously, Ashley, you haven’t learned your lesson. What’s this attitude you’re giving me? You’re not usually like this...”

I still said nothing, just waited for him to ground me for a month or something. “You spanked her?” he asked Brian. I shuddered hearing the word.

Brian nodded.

“Come on,” he said, grabbing me by the arm and tugging me towards the doorway. “Sorry about this, Bri.” He looked at me to see if I would say anything, but I refused. There was no way that I was going to apologize to him.

Kevin dragged me the entire way to my room because I wasn’t into walking on my own. I was still pissed off about Brian and my bottom hurt like crazy...

We arrived to the room and Kevin plopped me down on the bed. “Explain yourself,” he said suddenly.

“Uh,” I muttered stupidly. “I um...” I was at a loss of words. “Look, Kev, Brian’s already lectured me about drinking and driving and how I could kill myself... please, I’ll do better without another one.”

“Obviously drinking and driving wasn’t the only thing you’ve done that would deserve a lecture. What are you doing with this attitude?”

I shrugged.

“I am NOT going to let this slide, Ashley,” he said in a warning tone. “I think that Brian had a good idea to spank you like that. And I don’t think you’ve learned your lesson yet.”

“But I have!” I whined.

“No, you haven’t. Drop your pants,” he ordered, but I did not do so. “Ashley, I will NOT ask you again, young lady. You are this close to getting it worse,” he said, holding up his fingers, centimeters apart from one another. I still did not budge, though.

He hoisted me up from the couch and smacked me solidly three time on the bottom then proceeded to tell me once more to do as I was told. I just folded my arms and stood there, unmobile. He gave an exasperated sigh and unbuttoned my pants for me, even though I didn’t let him do it with my arms folded. I kicked and yelled for him to stop, trying to push him away. “Ashley, stop!” he said, then held onto my arms with his left hand and finished doing what he had started. I felt the button slip through the hole then my zipper sliding down, and before I knew it, my pants were on the ground.

“Nooooooo!” I whined, still fighting with Kevin.

“Ashley, you better stop acting like this right now,” Kevin scolded. “I won’t put up with this.”

I stopped fighting a bit and Kevin let go of me for a second, after giving me a very pissed off look as if saying I better stay right where I was. I watched him as I heard the sound of his belt buckle unclasp and then slip through the loops of his jeans.

“Nooooo,” I whined again. “Please, Kev... I’m sorryyyyy.”

It was too late. He had his belt folded over and was lying me across his lap. “I won’t put up with the way you’re acting, Ashley.” My panties were tugged down to my knees and I wiggled a little. I felt the nice cool breeze pass my bottom and silently prayed that Kevin wouldn’t be too hard on me, no matter how much I deserved it. He said nothing else, just began spanking me with his hand, pounding my bottom where it already still ached from my spanking from Brian.

Instantly, I began kicking and pleading for him to stop. “Pleaseeeeeee stopppppp, I’m sorryyyyyy,” I whined.

“This is just the beginning, young lady,” Kevin replied, still spanking me with full force.

“Owwwwww,” I whined.

“I told you if you didn’t obey me, you’d get it worse. Maybe next time you’ll believe me.”

“Owwwwwwwwww, Kevinnnn stopppp pleaseeee,” I whined louder, kicking my legs a bit and crying like crazy.

He stopped spanking me for a minute and all I could think of was that I wish that cool breeze was still over my bottom... that’s how much it stung...

“You’re 15 years old, Ashley. You could have hurt yourself or someone else really badly by what you did tonight. And I am your guardian, and you won’t disrespect me or Brian or anyone else who has the right to punish you. Got it?”

I nodded. “Yessss, I’ll be good.. please no more.”

“15 with the belt, then I’ll be finished.”

“Pleaseeeee, I don’t need the belt.”

“Yes you do, sweetheart. I’m sorry I have to do this, but you’ve gotta learn, okay?”

I cried harder, but I understood him completely.

“I’m only doing this because I love you...”

WHACK!!!

“Owwwwwwwwww.”

WHACK WHACK WHACK!!!! “Are you going to drink anymore?”

“Noooooo...”

WHACK WHACK!!!! “Are you going to drive without a license anymore?”

“Noooo, I won’t.. I’m sorryyyyyyyy,” I said, pleading and crying to him because the belt stung much more than I imagined.

WHACK WHACK!!!! “Are you going to go 120 miles per hour whenever you do get your license?”

“Definitely not,” I said through tears.

WHACK WHACK!!!! “Are you going to do what Brian and I tell you to do from now on, or anyone else from the band?”

“Yesssssssss.”

WHACK WHACK!!!! “How old are you, Ashley?”

“Fifteennnnnn, owwwwwwwwwww...”

“And that’s too young to be drinking, isn’t it?” WHACK WHACK!!!!

“Yesssssss, I’m sorryyyyyy, please no moreeeeee.” I cried like crazy. “I’m sorry,” I muttered.

“This is the last one, Ashley. You know I’m very disappointed in you. Have you learned your lesson?”

“Yesssssssss I have, I have..”

WWWHHHAAACCCKKKK!!!!

“Owwwwwwwwwwwww, owwwwwwieeeeeee. Owww it hurts, it hurts.” I whined and kicked and missed hearing the belt hit the floor with a thud.

Kevin scooped me up in his arms. “It’s okay, sweetie,” he said, rocking me back and forth, stroking my hair gently. “It’s okay, honey. Shhhh shhh.” I buried my head into his chest and cried, listening to his soothing voice console me.

“I’m sorry,” I muttered.

“I know. I forgive you, okay? I love you.”

“I love you, too,” I said as he kept rocking and singing to me. Lost in his arms and his singing, I drifted off into a dreamless sleep, my bottom still aching like crazy, but my conscience feeling much better. I had no intentions to ever again speak to Kevin or Brian the way I had... and the next day I would definitely apologize to Brian.